looking forward

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Its officially 2009! That seems so weird but its true. I can't believe this last year. It was just like...kind of awesome. A lot happened for me and I'm definitely seeing a lot of change in myself. But there's still so much more to go. I seriously have a lot of growing up to do but slowly I'm getting to where I need to be.

I don't really do new years resolutions, but if I did heres what they would be:
1. Get better at guitar
2. Do some sort of real physical activity and work out [I usually exercise by running around like a 5 year old :p]
3. Discover something new everyday about:

a. God
b. Myself
(This is going to be a tough one)

4. Become fluent in sign language
5. Make a conscious effort to be a better, more considerate person (if possible)
6. Study super hard!

Gee, thats an intense list. The reason I say I don't do new years resolutions is because I don't like to make promises that I can't keep (mostly because I can't stand people who do and I never want to be one of those people). Now, because I don't do new years resolutions, this list is just sort of a maybe..kind of thing. [ugh! I'm so bad at making sense!] What I'm saying is, I would like to do these things and I will try. But I'm not making any promises.

I'm looking forward to hopefully being able to make these, and other more serious changes in my life. But I think most of all, I'm looking forward to being 20.
Only 21 more days :)