Saturday, March 14, 2009

Apologetically, I write?

I can't stand when people correct me on things, yet I am always one of the first to correct. It's been a problem ever since I was a kid. I don't know why. It's just my nature I guess? I'm not necessarily admitting or saying that what I did was wrong. Because honestly I still don't feel that way. For what I did, (or attempted to do) I will not apologize.

I certainly can't stand when people correct me in a way that is not only, I feel, disrespectful to me, but also gives an air of "I'm perfect and only you are flawed." Let's call it superiority. It kills me. For that, I will not apologize.

So maybe I have a lot of anger. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I let it out last night in a not so positive way. It wasn't all my fault that I blew up. I just can't keep things inside. I'm not asian. (:p jk) But honestly I can't. I think I'm mostly sorry about who I let it out around. For this, I will apologize.

Apologies.

I don't mean to be a bad example. But I am not perfect and my position can't be a switch that suddenly makes me perfect. I'm no more perfect than I was last semester. This doesn't mean I'm not striving to be different. It's a process. All it means is that I'm human. Just like you.

“I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, so we're really not that different, me and you.” -Colin Rave

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