why?!

Why am I still awake?
Why am I not yet packed?
Why does packing and going back this time feel like it's harder to do than any other time?

I feel like it's freshman year all over again in that I'm nervous about maybe having to live with strangers. But I'm hopeful that it will turn out as good as that did. Although, I was pretty lucky. Most people I know didn't have such a great experience with random roommates/suitemates/apartmentmates. Hopefully, if I do have to live with people, I get as lucky as I was freshman year.

Gah! It needs to be tomorrow (technically it is but you know what I mean) and I need to be in Bing, unpacked, settled, and slightly more at ease.