acceptance

There are just some things I have to accept. Here are a few of them:

1. I will ALWAYS love being home and spending time with my friends here more than anything else in the world.
2. I can't always make things happen because I want them now. Sometimes I just have to let it be.
3. No matter how hard I try, I just can't be really good friends with certain people. It will almost never work out.
4. I'm a little baby crazy. More so that I want someone close enough to me to have a baby I can play with.
   
5. Life is definitely changing.
   
6. Sometimes change is good.

I had a really good day today. Seeing friends that I haven't seen in years, spending time and bonding with the crew in new ways. I love those girls.

Part of me wants to look back on the summer I've had so far and talk about how it sucks that I'm stuck in Bing taking physics and don't get to see them. The same part wants to gripe and grumble about how I'm missing out on a whole summer's worth of inside jokes and going to the beach and movie nights. Then there's the other part of me. The one that's up at 2am, after just coming home from being with them, that realizes how much sweeter it is to get to spend one night with them that I'll remember for a really long time, than it would be to see them everyday and totally take them for granted.

I think that right now, I can safely say that in this moment, I'm happy.
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