how i feel right now

"I don't understand.

I'm just like...what?

Like...what?

Like....whayt?!

You know?"

That literally just came out of my mouth. It was preceded by, "I don't get it. I'm just...like...a stupid baby."

There is just so much that I don't understand about life, God, love. All of it. I just don't get it. Oh my gosh. I feel a break down coming..

"It's gonna be worth it."

Too weird. Listening to the prayer room as I write and they start singing :

I don't understand Your ways...

I would say to you, it's gonna be worth it all

This post is sloppy. But its my blog and I can do whatever the fluff I want.

I believe it. It's gonna be worth it all. I'm in a dry place right now. It's not as happy here as where I was in the summer. I just have to believe its gonna be worth it.

BAH! It's hot in the fire. When I come out though, I'm gonna shine. It's gonna be worth it.

when i see Your face, it's gonna be worth it all...