finally..

I am not a spam blog!! My blog was on a block because it was being considered to be a spam blog. Now that that's all over I can get back to talking about my life.

Lately all I've been thinking is that I'm missing something. Then that song by John Mayer Something's Missing comes to mind. "Something's missing and I don't know how to fix it." That's honestly how I feel. I don't know what to do with myself and I don't feel like doing work. I think that when we have vacations from school I take it as a vacation from everything and I slack off. I also have another habit of getting into trouble. I'm definitely one of those kids who needs to keep occupied in order to stay out of doing something stupid.

So here's another concept that's been on my mind. Do you ever think that maybe some people weren't "cut out" to be Christians? Is that such a far-fetched idea? I've been thinking about it and its almost like some people are "better at it" than others. I almost don't get it. And then part of my mind wanders over to predestination. The reality is that some people just aren't Christians and maybe they never will be and were never meant to be. I've had this question on my mind for years. Ready? Ok. Some people say that God gave us free will. Another thing we say is that God knows everything. So my thing is, couldn't predestination technically be real? Because God knows in the end who's gonna choose to live for him and who isn't.
I've honestly had that thought and question since like 7th grade and no one has ever been able to give me a straight answer. Maybe someday...

"How come everything I think I need always comes with batteries? What do you think it means?"

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